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Act of kindness

Posted: 2021/01/04 in Uncategorized

I was waiting in line at a fast food drive through. Moving forward to pay for my order the crasher told me the car ahead already paid. I looked ahead it was a young girl with two kids in her car. She took her small order and drove away.

A tear came to my eyes… this was the kindest thing anyone has ever done for me randomly. I can’t believe how thankful it made me feel…

I have been hardened by life.. God works in mysterious ways. I really needed that boost to help me remember that I am the hands God uses to feed his flock.

Misplaced compassion

Posted: 2020/12/13 in Uncategorized

Mouse…. Cat… Dog.. Lion and the mouse within.

Desire to know is in some cases better than answers you may recieve.

Your pride along with your vainglory can lead to your own destruction along with those you hope to help.

Don’t ask, accept and do.

I sat in a little chapel in Wilmington California listening to Keith before he became famous… his ministry and the I found it movement saved me from hell. God showed himself to me…

Watch “Keith Green – No One Believes in Me Anymore”


https://youtu.be/vgL6397bo-w

Cognitive dissonance … a baby in their innocence has no need for clothes. Were does shame come from? Were does fear come from?

Only Two Religions

Posted: 2020/11/13 in Uncategorized

Monotheism and Polytheism, one or many… why guess? Pantheism is universal, everything and everyone is their own religon.

Pantheism is the key to solving the religious jockeying for power and control.

No more fancy clothes, opulent buildings, or mandated days of worship.

No more books to follow. Speculation on how things were done in the past.

No more offering sacrifice to the unknown.

It is almost freedom from ritual unless you decide to impose ritual on yourself.

Boundries are imaginary agreements between people of the past that we can now disregard.

What an insightful Atlantian utopia it would be.

I am one of over an estimated seven billion souls here. Totally reliant on others outside my control for my survival.

My mental, physical, and spiritual weakness in the beginning when I got here was to teach unconditional love to people I didn’t know.

They in turn taught me to care for myself and filled me with cognitive dissonance from what they were taught.

I have spent a lifetime searching for truth. Trying to look past my birth. I have found no truth except for the unconditional love I found deep within myself.

As I continue to live… I am dispelling cognitive dissonance, romanticized ideas, and delusional thought to seek the truth and the divine nature. So far I have not found in any religon or boundary.

Desert Dwellers

Posted: 2020/11/09 in Uncategorized

I always thought this but could not verbalize it.

Happy birthday

Posted: 2020/10/28 in Uncategorized

 Happy Birthday, we are experiencing things in life that I could not have emagined even a year ago.

We are truly blessed it has given most the opportunity to realize, what is important. Primarily our relationships with other people we love, ourselves, and God…

I am 67 years old and what I seek is to be alone, to study, to find the true God who put me here, and to understand why I am here. Thankful for health , having a place to sleep, and enough to eat.


Youth has priviledge and strength of body but old age brings with it wisdom to understand  life on Earth is not for ever.

Life is a journey to a destination no one living has a knowledge of or has seen.

As we grow older we understand life is lived one day at a time. Learning to live in the present. The ”  Eternal Here and Now “, knowledge  that the past is gone for ever and the future never comes.
 My gift to you is the knowledge that I love you and think about you.


God is Love…

Scheme of things

Posted: 2020/10/06 in Uncategorized

How do I fit into the scheme of things? In today’s ever changing world of confusion, misinformation, and deception. I prayed and asked the creator, ” Where do I fit in, what do I need to do ?”

Here was my answer… ” The Mexican Fisherman “

The Mexican Fisherman

Navigate life…

Posted: 2020/09/30 in Uncategorized

With 7.5 billion directions (opinions) … like asking a blind man how to cross the river… who has never seen a river.